Just a passing thought as I continue to mourn the loss of the relationship I had with JH .....
I think of all the things I am doing and planning that I will now not be able to share with JH. Every little thing I do - cooing a ncie meal, walking in the sunshine, watching the colours of sunsets, enthusiasm for a new programme or film, a new book a art exhibition, amazing conversatons with friends - and so it goes on.
And I think of all the things and experiences that JH will now be having with someone else and not me. And all that was possible.
Ouch! Need to stop thinking.
I know it is how it is.
I am super sensitive. And I guess that was just not OK by him
I think of all the things I am doing and planning that I will now not be able to share with JH. Every little thing I do - cooing a ncie meal, walking in the sunshine, watching the colours of sunsets, enthusiasm for a new programme or film, a new book a art exhibition, amazing conversatons with friends - and so it goes on.
And I think of all the things and experiences that JH will now be having with someone else and not me. And all that was possible.
Ouch! Need to stop thinking.
I know it is how it is.
I am super sensitive. And I guess that was just not OK by him
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