Everything we say or do has already happened .... (Twelve Monkeys)
The well is very shallow.
The fight against the system
A person who doesn't want to be limited.
Existing in oppposition to the world
Need to think. Absolutely hate hearing that I can't do this by myself. It shut me up! Know I use meetings call friends etc but when he said I need the boundary of simply being with others - fuck it hit me! That's how it's always been from childhood - as soon as what u saw as restrictions were put on me I rebelled. But liked the safety of being looked after by my mum. Such extremes in me.
Well I think this is partly in reaction.
Potentially healing but all the silent screams inside me beginning to erupt.
Just notes not to be forgotten
Bliss
XX
The well is very shallow.
The fight against the system
A person who doesn't want to be limited.
Existing in oppposition to the world
Need to think. Absolutely hate hearing that I can't do this by myself. It shut me up! Know I use meetings call friends etc but when he said I need the boundary of simply being with others - fuck it hit me! That's how it's always been from childhood - as soon as what u saw as restrictions were put on me I rebelled. But liked the safety of being looked after by my mum. Such extremes in me.
Well I think this is partly in reaction.
Potentially healing but all the silent screams inside me beginning to erupt.
Just notes not to be forgotten
Bliss
XX
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