Since my love JH has become more distanced, of course I have also been set aside as a slave.
I miss having a Master but somehow in trying to manage both love and my total slavery to him things have deteriorated. As teh loving relationship moved into complications so my Master was gone too.
As his slave I never expected anything at all. All I ever wanted was simply to please my Master, As much as I wanted to be the best I also was acutely aware that his business was not mine. If he wanted to talk to me about anything in his life, that was his prerogative. And I relished and cherished the opportunity for him to share with me, to feel special to him that he wanted to entrust me.
I miss my Master. I miss his control. I miss how his voice was filled with authority. I miss how he allowed me to cuddle up in him over the ether after he had utilised my body just how he desired.
Not only do I mourn the loss of my love, but I also grieve over the loss of my Master and all the incredible lessons I learnt through my submission to his power.
I feel a lot I have not learnt is at my fingertips but I just can't quite see what it is ......?
Bliss
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I miss having a Master but somehow in trying to manage both love and my total slavery to him things have deteriorated. As teh loving relationship moved into complications so my Master was gone too.
As his slave I never expected anything at all. All I ever wanted was simply to please my Master, As much as I wanted to be the best I also was acutely aware that his business was not mine. If he wanted to talk to me about anything in his life, that was his prerogative. And I relished and cherished the opportunity for him to share with me, to feel special to him that he wanted to entrust me.
I miss my Master. I miss his control. I miss how his voice was filled with authority. I miss how he allowed me to cuddle up in him over the ether after he had utilised my body just how he desired.
Not only do I mourn the loss of my love, but I also grieve over the loss of my Master and all the incredible lessons I learnt through my submission to his power.
I feel a lot I have not learnt is at my fingertips but I just can't quite see what it is ......?
Bliss
X
