Monday 6 August 2012

The colour gold

The most alluring? The most beguiling?
A timeless obsession with all things gol. We use it to represent all things sacred.
Honouring gods and kings and queens.
Techniques that craftsmen have used - fine arts and dark arts.
How has the consumer age conditioned gold to be merely a means to buy and sell.
And then it is also of divine status.

When did humans first take gold from the Earth?
It must have been sucha glorious wonder at what they saw.

It is easy to fall in love with it. It looks radiant and warm and it's yellowness.
The only thing that looked anything like gold and that was the sun. People thought they were one and the same at one time
A golden sun disc 2000 bc. 800bc piece of jewellry.
And exhibited at the National Museum of Denmark a sun chariot
3500 bc - in int condition. A bronze horse wth ears pricked. Standing on 4 wheels dragging a great big sun disc behind it.
Elders of the community, the priests, would haul the chariot around to signify the importance of the sun.
An explicit connection between the colour of gold and the co,our of the sun
Both have sparkle and brilliant yellowness.
Like the sun gold still shines despite the number of years that pass.

One civilisation was identified with golden treasures like no other.
Ancient Egyptians. They were unique
Whilst many countrie had to trade or barter or hunt gold in far off lands. In Egypt they found gold everywhere.
Their territory was littered with seemingly abundant supplies of gold.
The Egyptians were very good at extracting the gold - day and night. And tehy became the worlds first gold mining estate.
But to understand the qxquisite gold works it is essential to head south - Sukara
Head of some of the toldest tombs.

Relief carvings depict the gold workings from beginning to end
Even though there were enormous aounts of gold available.
Remarkable relief carvings - hyroglyphs talks about the beauty of gold.

Remarkable ting about some of the images - all 4 goldsmiths were dearfs. All across the country dwarfs were gold workers. As it was believed all dwarves were gold diggers.

20th Century - Howard Carter was a maverick in search of gold. He discovered the tomb of Tut Ankh Ahmun.
"So gorgeous was the sight that met out eyes. Everywhere the glint of gold"

The treasures were never intended to be seen by humans. But Carter colected everyting and sent it to the museum in Cairo. A throne, jewellry of every sott.
The sarcohpagus was solid gold.  The death mask in sold gold 11kg is the most tresured and exquisite piece of work. Enladen with lapis carmellion obsidian and quarts.
A tender porttrait of the man.

Why is the mask in gold? Whay the coffins, the shrines almost everyting in this tomb in gold?

He needed to impress nobody. But he believed that gol had magiccal properties. It is believed that some of the eternity may rub off on Tut Ankh Amun.
The desire to honour the sun god pushed the Egyptians to the hardest building crafts.
Theycontinued to use gold to reveal teh divine.

As the ancient world changed gold would be exchanged. Via Rome, the scene of the revolution. All pagan gods were banished and replaced with a single creator.
312AD the roman emperor Constantine converted to Christianity. His new religion spread to the poor an the needy.
Christianity unoriginal in many ways except it's distate for wealth, ostentious display.
Chrost is shown as the first poor God in history. But within a few centuries stargame things happened - a new art form showing how early Christians who once renounced God now couldn't resist its draw.
Early in the days of Christianity - so much gold and yet criticised the way in which people were seduced by gold.
Gold is represnting not material things but immaterial things.
Aidan Hart - icon painting kept alive. Steeped in the mysteries of golden art.

Life with God is dynamic not static. So the paintings were supposed to be seen by candlelight and then the colour of the gold is transformed from murky brown to shimmering yellowness. It even seems to ance, responding and reflecting the light in a stunning way. No other colour reflected or shimmered like gold.
Golden light of icon paintings was intoxicating. Christians yearned to have more of it.
The Romans wanted to be fully immersed in the golden light of heaven
6th century AD 0 full immersion into the divine light of heaven
Basicalla designed in 6000BC. A master piece of early Christian art.
The walls are encrusted with gold. But this gold is applied with one of the great inventions of byzantine age.
Goldtespera. 10's of 1000' of them
Trapping all the light it emphasises the way in which his wife will take the coolness.

Early Christians used the colour ingeoulsy despite having reounced gold in the past.
IN the Renaiisance heaven lost it's monopoly in gold becomong a more loyal party after a call from the frien in autralia
Trusted courtiers were given gold. And it represented power, politcs and something else I couldn't here.
Florence - in the Renaissance it was a great centre for gold work.
They sold their wares to the rich in Europe. Most hoped to get their hands on Benvenuto Cellini
He wanted to be an artist and forced his way into the uni's.
Celloini became the gretest goldsmith of them all.
HIs writings are a bible to the goldsmith's report.

Paolo Pnco was follwing the teachings of Cellini since a littel boy.
I'm tied and need to sleep. Aftercare toomorrow - horray!!!!!!!

Bliss
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Mediation

Hmm do I or don't I?
The boss-lady is back and instantly this morning she engaged me in a discussion that ends up with her simply contradicting. She raises these questions knowing that she is going to pout her view across and anyone else's is invalid. I forget every time and wonder why I am entering into an argument which is just nonsense. I would like to remember to step aside from the debates as they are simply not debates they are going to be her telling her thoughts and everyone else is wrong!!
God help me, guide me in what to do please.
I met with F who basically said these are my options
1. I do nothing and hope things improve
2. I leave
3. I take this to a level of grievance which is a lengthy and nasty procedure. Legalities become involved and it could mean one or other is suspend whilst investigations take place. This was in connection with mentioning the word bullying.
4. I enter into mediated meetings and discussions. This requires input and energy to find a way through to a solution

The last one seems the most frightening. Well that is because I have completely discarded option 3. It's just not that serious an issue for me. I am unhappy in the workplace though working for her.
So do I go for option 4 or 1. After all I am hoping for option 2 but with some resolution for me, myself and I with the way this boss-lady is but how I learn to accept the situation and strengthen my resolve to her.
It's just horrible though. It's not possible to do my work and feel comfortable. Of course really, deep down, I want her to change and be changed. I want the management to see the problem and sort her out. Bloody hell! What am I to do?


Sketching helps.
And talking with friends. Laughed and empathised and hypothesised with V this evening. A great chat with all sorts of topics covered. One hopes that sketches are not offence.

So what happened today other than the crazy conversation. So many times i wanted to jump in and have an organised procedure around this or that. But thank goodness I am learning to keep my mouth firmly shut. She does not want procedural things raised. So just get on with what I am doing and let go. Trust that anything untoward will come to light and I do not have to be the one who says anything.
S was very touchy feely I noticed. I wonder if she was very stressed last week, hence the rushing around and super controlling. And then big apologies afterwards with hugs and friendliness.

I am dreading supervision tomorrow. I think whilst I consider the options I will keep my mouth closed. After all I'll only be disagreed with anyway. Be quite and stay out of trouble. It's so much easier.

I want a drink. A Tea Pig Peppermint and Liquorice. I'll be right back.

In group this morning I was back in the uncertainty of what to do or say. I asked a couple of questions and sat back. She did nothing really although I liked the way she asked if what others started talking about was helpful to the person who had initiated a discussion around what was going on for them and was slightly hi-jacked. I would like to remember that.
Sometimes I do think she asks very good questions within the Process Group. It's just that she sees her way as the only way and my way as the wrong way. She cannot incorporate both as potential ways to reach a similar point but from different directions.
Thank goodness none of the others can work with it the way it is. Otherwise it's all me!!

I am tired really and writing drivel. I will have my drink and then off to bed.
Night all
Bliss
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