I really don't like the way my body wakes me in the early hours. I am not sure what sensation actually wakes me up but I feel a fluttery juddering in my body. I think it is actually happening but it maybe my imagination and then the hot flushes. I have noticed that the freezing cold that happened after that has stopped recently. I am less bloated and can see my face has returned to a more normal shape and look. Not so puffed up. I just look different to me.
It's odd though because although I am definitely losing size I have lost no weight at all. This is frustrating.
The last 2 days at work were tiring. just PD and I were in. He stayed with the therapy side both days. He closed off his diary which was a relief as often he gets sucked back into the business side. He has been much less stressed it seems these last 2 days. I am off now until Tuesday - assignment writing. And about to start. But then everyone is in I believe. It will be better although I think AW is very very stressed and exceptionally lazy at the moment. She is being challenged about that now by us as a team. I feel for her but also cannot continue with the resentment I feel.
Pooooey LouLou just farted!!!!!!!!
This evening is a meal out for KM's birthday. A gathering of what always seems incredibly girly girls. It's my least favourite gathering. I am not sure why I said yes. It was lovely to be invited and included. I just find it all so girly.
Then the weekend after an evening out for my birthday. Something to eat then a reggae evening at The Barn. ET can't come. So ML, AM and T will be there. No big fuss and a mixed media evening. Sounds cool to me.
Right lets stop avoiding the studying ... later
Bliss
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It's odd though because although I am definitely losing size I have lost no weight at all. This is frustrating.
The last 2 days at work were tiring. just PD and I were in. He stayed with the therapy side both days. He closed off his diary which was a relief as often he gets sucked back into the business side. He has been much less stressed it seems these last 2 days. I am off now until Tuesday - assignment writing. And about to start. But then everyone is in I believe. It will be better although I think AW is very very stressed and exceptionally lazy at the moment. She is being challenged about that now by us as a team. I feel for her but also cannot continue with the resentment I feel.
Pooooey LouLou just farted!!!!!!!!
This evening is a meal out for KM's birthday. A gathering of what always seems incredibly girly girls. It's my least favourite gathering. I am not sure why I said yes. It was lovely to be invited and included. I just find it all so girly.
Then the weekend after an evening out for my birthday. Something to eat then a reggae evening at The Barn. ET can't come. So ML, AM and T will be there. No big fuss and a mixed media evening. Sounds cool to me.
Right lets stop avoiding the studying ... later
Bliss
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