Cyprian Norwid

The Larva
Cyprian Kamil Norwid

1 On the slippery London pavement In a white sublunary fog Many a person passes you, But, appalled, you single her out. 2 Is her forehead in thorns, or dirt? That's impossible to discern; Are whispers of Heaven's wonder On her lips . . . ? or a godless froth . . . ! 3 You might say that in the mud a Book of the Bible is reeling, Which no one reaches for these days, It's no time to think of virtue! . . .

4 Despair and money -- these two words -- Flash upon the scales of her eyes. Whence comes she? . . . She keeps the secret; Where goes she? . . . doubtless to a void. 5 Humanity is like that shrew Who weeps today and derides; -- What of history? . . . she knows only: "of blood! . . . " What of community? . . . just: "of money! . . ."

-translated by Walter Whipple  

Well! This really impacted me. I stumbled across Cyprian Norwid as a result of reading about Andrei Tarkovsy. I am evidently under educated. I blame the terrible school I went to and take absolutely no responsibility for my lack of application or interest in anything but hedonism.

I digress.

I love the word sublunary. I've never heard that word. Tonight in the sublunary village in amidst the downs, I sit and look up at the glistening Jupiter and Venus. Brightly looking down on me.

So this poem what is it telling me? Ugly, ugly materialism bringing with it despair and loss of faith. That's what this tells me. Is this what he witnessed of London. Streets lined with gold and despair? And no one cares about the lady tramp, starving, freezing, despairing. No sense of community at all - money and materialism are the God.

Yuch!

Mother Tongue Cyprian Kamil Norwid

"Let's first be a thunderbolt rather than a thunderclap: For wild horses thunder and whinny; First d e e d s !     - and words? and thoughts?...     - later!... The enemy has corrupted our mother tongue -- --" Energumen shouted at Lirnik And pounded his shield until it bent out of shape. Lirnik replied: "Not sword, not shield -- defend our Language, But --- masterpieces!" -translated by Walter Whipple Enurgumen apparently is a person possessed by an evil spirit or ghost. And Lirnik is a Russioan travelling Lyricist or poet. How romantic. There is something quirky about this poem don't you think/ What does it mean to me. It's strange that the evil spirited person shouts at the lyricist in blame. Actually not so odd as I write that. He blames whilst the lyricist speaks of something wonderful being the saviour. I wonder why he was writing about language being destroyed. I wonder what had prompted this in him? He will have been witnessing what many people compain about now, the ever changing use of language. However, I tend to agree that the masterpieces retain something special, never to be lost. And each language version has it's masterpieces. Nothing stays the same you see, nothing at all. MY SONG (II) Cyprian Kamil Norwid For that land where a scrap of bread is picked up From the ground out of reverence For Heaven's gifts... I am homesick, Lord!... For the land where it's a great travesty To harm a stork's nest in a pear tree, For storks serve us all... I am homesick, Lord!... For the land where we greet each other In the ancient Christian custom: "May Christ's name be praised!" I am homesick, Lord!... I long still for yet another thing, likewise innocent, For I no longer know where to find My abode... I am homesick, Lord! For worrying-not and thinking-not, For those whose yes means yes --- and no means no --- Without shades of grey... I am homesick, Lord! I long for that distant place, where someone cares for me! It must be thus, though my friendship Will never come to pass!... I am homesick, Lord! -translated by Walter WhipplePhew - either he sees all of this lacing in the place where he is but for me it is that hope to be where these values he is missing are very day. I don't think it is a place specifically, I think it is within. Thank goodness for the knowing of it, now it's just about putting in the effort to start on the path towards it. Spiritual principles. Cyprian seems to have been a man with spiritual princile and tortured by the everyday lack of them. Longing for something different, he has quite a gloomy outlook on what is. Was he depressed? Was he saddened by what he saw in the world? His poems suggest that to me? TO CITIZEN JOHN BROWN (From a letter written to America: November, 1859) Cyprian Kamil Norwid Across the Ocean's rolling expanse I send you a song, as it were a seagull, oh John!... Its flight will be long to the Land Of the Free -- for it's now doubtful whether it will arrive... -- Or whether, as a ray from your noble grey hair, White -- on an empty scaffold alights: That your hangman's son with child's hand May cast stones at the guest seagull. * Then the ropes will tell whether Your bare neck is unyielding; Then you will try the ground under your heels, That you may kick away this debased planet -- And the dirt from beneath your feet, as a frightened reptile Vanishes --      Then will they utter: "Hanged..." -- They will speak and wonder among themselves, could this be a lie? Then, before they place the hat on your face, That America, having recognized her son, Will not shout at her twelve stars: "Extinguish the feigned fires of my crown, Night falls -- a black night with the face of a Negro!" * Then, before Kosciuszko's phantom and Washington's Quake -- accept the beginning of the song, oh John... For while the song matures, sometimes a man will die, But before the song dies, a nation will first arise. -translated by Walter Whipple What do you think? Realy a man about o be hanged? Or an analogy for something else? Kosciuszko was an iconic figure for the Polish. He fought against Imperial Russia and also fought in America. Of course Washington, the first President of the United States, another pioneer fighting for rights. So perhaps I read into it that one has to stand in the line of peril and stick up for one's beliefs regardless of the cost. For istance the man could be hanged by the people even though actually he was just standing for what he believed in. Is the people though that want him hanged? No it is the greater power, the leaders, getting rid of the rebels, the trouble makers. Back to the beginning of the song, where John is offered freedom. Not fear or dread, but to know that he stood up for his beliefs and is a free man regardless of the outcome. Oh and stands beside worlds great freedom fighters. Kosciuszko and Washington. What Did You Do to Athens, Socrates?Cyprian Kamil Norwid What did you do to Athens, Socrates, That the people erected a golden statue to you, Having first poisoned you? What did you do to Italy, Alighieri, That the insincere people built two graves for you, Having first driven you out? What did you do to Europe, Columbus, That they dug you three graves in three places Having first shackled you? What did you do to your people, Camoens, That the sexton had to cover your grave twice, After you had starved? What in the world are you guilty of, Kosciuszko, That two stones in two places bear down on you, Having first had no burial place? What did you do to the world, Napoleon, That you were confined to two graves after your demise, Having first been confined? What did you do to the people, Mickiewicz? -translated by Walter Whipple Who is Mickiewicz? Obviously someone else shamed by a place or nation. But this one has no posthumous shining glory! Of course each of the others was banished in one way or another only to be revered later on. Quite a collection of the English versions of poems I can locate. Bliss xx

My heart and conscience wants world unity and altruism and abundance for everyone, meaning sharing out and equality. Yet my subconscious self gain and there is competitiveness there too and share but keep more back for me. I want less to pay out and more to come in and self improvement.
What is all of this? ow do I know what I truly want?

Andrei Tarkovsky brought these thoughts forth in me. I know little about him and yet it seems he is classic in film making. I must read more. History of these things fascinates me. We are the legacy of the past.



Ah ha - considered a leader and master of his time. Yes I see how there is a certain mystique and timelessness about the film I'm watching - The Stalker. So far of what I've seen it's quite straightforward and yet also lots unsaid or unanswered. I have no idea about these men and their past just a sense of quest and desire for something maybe better or more fulfilling. Yet the Stalker himself is all knowing of the place. Why doesn't he stay there? Is it guilt that keeps him returning or knowledge that actually there is nothing there for him.
Of course the story is not Tarkovsky's not even the screen writing. But his directive interpretation is interesting and of course aged with time. The chase by the military seems feeble but maybe also because no one dare chase them in the Zone. And the wonderment of colour suddenly appearing. In commentary I read there was attention to the fact that Tarkovsky has a long 7 minute seen of the three men travelling silently other than the sounds of the rail trolley. Rhythmic music adding to the scene. It wasn't that long in the version I'm watching. But the wonder of colour and trees whereas before it's all run down buildings, grey and metallic noises is a stark contrast of something better beyond those fences and guarded gates.
Definitely atmospheric despite it's datedness. I will watch Nostalgia which was the recommendation in the first place. I'm hoping the version I have is compete with subtitles.

Everything is constantly in flux .....

When you feel happy, Bliss, really happy, it somehow seems that you've always been happy and that you'll always be happy.
The same is often true when you feel sad, or lonely, or depressed, or broke, or sick, or scared.
Something, perhaps, to remember.
ILY,
    The Universe

And today I do feel happy. I noticed yesterday I felt content with where I live, I felt content being by myself, I felt content with the weather (relieved to see some rain and intrigued by the snow and the icy temperature), I felt faith and trust in everything, I felt OK about being slow and stuck with my studying. I felt content.
And I actually noticed all of this this morning. Nothing was troubling me ,everything was OK and I could easily verbalise that I feel happy.
I am aware that it can pass and I am happy about that too as I feel utter trust. As the Universe says, each feeling will pass. Everything is changing, the moon, the stars, glass, buildings, Earth, people. Nothing in this Universe stays the same.

Talking of Universe, I saw mars this morning. Bright and right in front of me as I sat in quiet time. Not bright white like most stars. I've had a sense that there are planets in the night sky. I hadn't appreciated Mars could be seen at sunrise I must admit. And as I checked, I was right. Not only is Mars visible, and incidentally the closes to Earth it's been in a long time, but also Jupiter, Venus and Mercury. Later this month Saturn will be visible too. I find it magical, mystical and glorious. I can hear their silent movement around us. I can hear the Universe shifting and our planet circling and twisting in it's orbit. That probably sounds crazy but when I'm engaged I really am. I feel filled with life and energy and a part of.
It would be lovely if I could feel this all the time but at the same time I realise that to really feel this properly I need to not feel it at times too. It then is able to fill me. And I can draw on these times to give me the energy to get through the difficult times.
I still have the thought that I welcome death but not wishing for death and there is a difference.
I have a deep melancholy but it's a sort of knowingness that never needs to go away so long as I "live" each day.








This is approx 12th March 2012

How lucky I am to have noticed Mars this morning and thank goodness for the Internet and this website
http://earthsky.org/astronomy-essentials/visible-planets-tonight-mars-jupiter-venus-saturn-mercury

Bliss
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