Friday 25 March 2011

Sleeping wake, waking sleep



Cave art erotica
Well why not?







That's it! I have finished work and whatever isn't done now, well it's too late. It was a stressful day and full of a lot of therapy at the same time as all the flipping management things. I explained several times to the management about the situation, especially with increasing numbers and he said "well there's nothing anyone can do". I said "well I am just telling you the situation so that you are fully informed". Turd!
And things that really he as manager should have been doing, I was flipping well being asked to do. Double turd!
And then he left, Triple turd!
Well now I am off and of course anything that goes wrong is bound to fall upon the fall guy me. I am frustrated with no one but myself because it's me who just doesn't leave it undone. I could have just got on with other stuff and not stepped in. So I enable the situation. It would just be nice if it really was appreciated at some point. My parting email was a reminder about my request for increase in salary and at least some money for the extra hours I have put in this week.
Well if I don't ask it has little worth really.

And now I truly m away for a week. Tomorrow at Uni, and then off over the waters he he he. And a trip to the IOW Grand National for a picnic. And then I have to study Sunday evening. 800 word essay. Can you believe on the similarities between the alligator and human brain stem - which consists of the pons, medulla, oh now too tired to remember the rest.

So so so so so ssososososososos sleeeeeeepy. Feels like I am the awake sleeping person.
Going to sleep bye byes I think - ever so early for me. Think it's the bleak blackness that descends.

Bliss
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