Gosh! What a day PD's mum died today. 92 years old. It sounded as if she died very peacefully. Poor PD. His mum was such a major part of his life! He wants some space and I understand that.
7000- confirmed dead in Japan. 10,000 still missing. The 200 brave technicians sacrificing themselves to try and avoid a nuclear disaster at the nuclear reactor plant, damaged after the earthquake.
What a bleak world right now! Seems like our little planet is in a bit of a negative spin right now. A lot of people are dealing with difficulties it seems - of different degrees. But greyness is all around. I hope the yellow shines through very soon.
There was just no time at work to even go to the flipping toilet. At least the HD has agreed for extra staffing all next week. And then I am off for a week! And PD will be away too. I refuse to cancel my leave again. No way!!!
I desperately need this leave. I am feeling too unwell to really be working now. I wonder if they will actually listen to my request for a pay rise? I keep getting told how much they value me and feel safe when I step up to PD's job. So where is the real recognition?
SH won't step up to it when I am away. Don't blame her at all.
I met someone today who I felt so much admiration for. A young woman so honest and with a strong desire for change. No financial support from anywhere but willing to spend her last penny on getting well. I gave her a book and she was amazingly grateful. If I could give her free treatment I would.
I hope she can use some of the suggestions I have passed on. She deserves a change of direction and will be realising her glory some time very soon.
I feel very pleased to have met her.
I am due to meet up with AC and hopefully CC tomorrow. I need to call but am so exhausted after today. Can't be bothered to speak with anyone. I will call at 21:00 :))
Too tired to write anymore
Bliss
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7000- confirmed dead in Japan. 10,000 still missing. The 200 brave technicians sacrificing themselves to try and avoid a nuclear disaster at the nuclear reactor plant, damaged after the earthquake.
What a bleak world right now! Seems like our little planet is in a bit of a negative spin right now. A lot of people are dealing with difficulties it seems - of different degrees. But greyness is all around. I hope the yellow shines through very soon.
There was just no time at work to even go to the flipping toilet. At least the HD has agreed for extra staffing all next week. And then I am off for a week! And PD will be away too. I refuse to cancel my leave again. No way!!!
I desperately need this leave. I am feeling too unwell to really be working now. I wonder if they will actually listen to my request for a pay rise? I keep getting told how much they value me and feel safe when I step up to PD's job. So where is the real recognition?
SH won't step up to it when I am away. Don't blame her at all.
I met someone today who I felt so much admiration for. A young woman so honest and with a strong desire for change. No financial support from anywhere but willing to spend her last penny on getting well. I gave her a book and she was amazingly grateful. If I could give her free treatment I would.
I hope she can use some of the suggestions I have passed on. She deserves a change of direction and will be realising her glory some time very soon.
I feel very pleased to have met her.
I am due to meet up with AC and hopefully CC tomorrow. I need to call but am so exhausted after today. Can't be bothered to speak with anyone. I will call at 21:00 :))
Too tired to write anymore
Bliss
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