Beatings

So he said that his insecurity was triggered wondering if I took pleasure from the brutal experience with GW. I was horrified as disgust struck through me. As time clicked on through these moments I was and remain grateful for this comment as it opened up the door to a bundle of emotions I have been detached from. It was a revolting experience. He stuck things in me, he beat with my own riding crop, he slapped me in places that were very painful. He was completely unavailable in between visits.
Bliss
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